Sunday, December 10, 2006

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WorK LiFe!!
i hav been working from the start of the month til now.. its seemed to be pretty long but i realised tht i hav only work for 10 days... i worked 12 hours everyday night from 8pm to 8 am.. At first, i was thinking of quiting as my body is not used to sleeping in the day... But after i endured for 3 days, everything starts to be fine and i can feel tht my body is adapting to a completely different kind of life... The work isnt tough but u hav to be used to sleeping in the day if not u will fall ill easily... One bad thing is tht the workplace sux... Almost everyone working there fall ill... Including me, since working there i had illnesses like vomiting, cold, flu, fever, sore throat, serious cough and lost of voice.. Its really bad but for the sake of earning money wat can i do?? haha....
Recently, in the workplace a saw a gal... A gal who dressed up like a jap... i told one of the guys there tht she really looks good and as a result a rumour started and i was sabotage... In the end someone got her no. and gave it to me.. Actually i don feel like accepting but after having a second thought, i think there isn't any loss if i accept it... After saving her no. , i message her yesterday and she did reply... But from her reply i noe tht she seemed to be replying unwillingly.. Honestly, i don have any ideas like becoming her stead or something.. i jus simply wanted to be her friend thts all.. But i think becos of the stupid rumour, things seemed to have became more complicated than it should have... WAt to do??? HAi... Today, i dont think i will message her becos it seemed quite weird to message a gal who u didn't even talk to.. So i tell myself i will find a chance and take initiative to talk to her so tht it wont be so weird when messaging her.. I did ask myself if i was interested in her, but feeling tells me tht i only wanted to be a friend of hers.. At the same time, i was reminded of the one i haven forget and give up on... Yes, its her,clara.. Though i haven seen her before and though she is not tht beautiful, she seemed to have a deep impact on my heart.. I'm serious.. i know many ppl will think tht i am jus kidding and joking when i said i like clara... haha.. But from the start i know it isn't a joke... i don know how long i will take to forget her... i don wan the memories of her to be gone.. But i am afraid i will really forget her one day because i have not seen her before... hai.. WAt to do again..?? No matter wat, i am sure i wont regret to sacrifice my time, brain cells and future for her...


| squall fought for sanity @ 5:44 PM|

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

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So fast and so Shiok...
Finally Os are over... time to enjoy... these two days i realy enjoyed myself.. so shiok.. HAha.. Yesterday i went Johor to shop... The things there are really cheap... CHeap until i used up all my money.. haha.. tht is the first time i went abroad without a parent accompany... really cool... i seemed to have grow up.,.. maybe more rebellious... watever it is, i bought my desired items like shoe and jeans....today, i went to dye my hair early in the morning.. actually i wanted to dye and highlight but in the end i dyed and rebonded my hair... haha.. never imagine my hair or fringe rather to be so straight.. Not so used to it at the moment though... i also went to find jobs with gerald, chung yin and boon but only gerald and me are looking for jobs...we asked nike shop, G2000, toys'rus, carrefour and in-base... i got interviewed today, it was like a oral practise.. haha... The person made some positive comment after tht n he said tht in a few days time i will be contacted if i am applicable... Oh ya almost forget, swee sin saw chung yin and me today but i never saw her... on the other hand , i saw clarence talking on the phone but he never saw me.. haha.. wat a joke.. fortunately i met hakim and he saw us... tomorrow going for another interview again.. now i think i should be worrying on which job to choose... hai... so vex..


| squall fought for sanity @ 4:35 AM|

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Tuesday, October 03, 2006

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prelim results out...
Finally, my prelim results are out... i did not perform extremely well but at the same time not very bad too.. i did its my best shot for all subjects except english for these 2 years... still, i was not very impressed when ever i was reminded of my english grade.... i got a C6 for my english... i did not know why.. Usually i got tht grade when the passage or compre is very difficult but for this prelim where i think most people scored B4, i actually remain at my C6 grade, wat a disappointment... i dont really noe wat went wrong this time.. i kept asking myself is it because this time round i did not have the luck tht i incurred to me for the previous times or because my english standard is pretty poor... to be more pragmatic and realistic, i chose not to decieve myself and forced myself to accept the fact tht my english standard is very poor... So wat can i do to improve my language?? anyone reading this post can spare me some advice?? i have been reading newspapers and doing compre and compo practices for the past 10 months... So wat else can i do?? Kinda give up hope but inorder to pursue the course tht i wanted to go, i must perservere to the day after my Os...
No matter wat i did improve for this prelim.. Very satisfied for all subjects except english.. I got 11 and 14 for my L1R4 and 5 respectively... hope i can do better for my Os especially for english.. Good luck everyone!!!

El- C6
Mt-A2
e-maths- A1
A-maths-A2
Bio-A1
science-A1
CH-B3
Total-490/700(70%)




| squall fought for sanity @ 3:12 AM|

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Sunday, September 03, 2006

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wat a day...
today early in the morning i went to tuition.. Before i board the bus i reminded myself tht my bus card left only a few cents or zero dollar... i wasn't too sure and i checked if i got coins.. unfortunately, i couldn't find any coins... I was wondering whether should i go back home and take some coins or try my luck.. In the end, i decided to try on luck... While i was waiting, i told myself may be i can change with some passengers for some coins... But i found myself bringing only some 10 dollar notes and nothing else.. but still i wanted to try my luck.. the bus arrived, i board on and hold my wallet on the ez-link machine.. "ti, ti, ti, ti, ti" it went.. my heart sank... i immediately asked all passengers if they have any change.. but when they saw my ten dollars note, all their head went shaking around.. WAT TO DO NEXT?? i wasn't very sure.. the bus was still stooping to wait for other passengers... A pretty w0man board on the bus and i asked her for change.. she said ten dollars ah then she took out a stack of 2 dollar notes.. Oh my god!! how am i going to pay the bus fare with 2 dollar note?? i told myself forget it... And i alighted the bus.. the moment when i got off, it was not a feeling of embarrassment as i would expect... Instead, i felt tht heaven has deserted me and felt quite disappointed... i went home and grabbed some coins and went down again.. i saw another bus passing the bus stop... Oh my... i told myself" Am i tht unlucky? just now no coins now miss bus.. Nope.. i wasn't going to let heaven play on me today.. " after tht i ran as fast as i could to the next bus stop.. i knew tht i wouldn't have time to catch up but i just tried... Finally, some luck came to me.. the bus halted in a zebra crossing.. I knew tht heaven has not really neglected me... i grab the opportunity and ran to the next bus stop... i managed to got on the bus.. although i was panting when i was on the bus but i didn't regret... The rest of the day is still alright... the morale of the story is if u are not a bus-pass holder, always bring extra coins with you..

Remember,god will not desert you when you don give up on yourself..


| squall fought for sanity @ 6:36 AM|

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Friday, August 25, 2006

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In a LOST...
After all the class tests now i am quite lost and lazy on what to revise and continue for my revision.. i know tht i am going to have a physics test on monday so i am going to study physics on sunday but what about tmr?/ i don noe what to continue... i have revised chem to chp 16 but not sure whether wan to carry on chem or get on with maths and humanities..
tomorrow feel like going out again.. Don feel like staying at home and study...
Today went to tampines and play soccer.. Not in a very good form today.. After the games, everyone of us are completely fatigue... cant imagine myself to have the ability to post today...



| squall fought for sanity @ 7:38 AM|

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Friday, August 11, 2006

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less stress... but soon back to the life i shoud bear for 3 months..

these few days not as stress becos never study.. but i will start again in 2 days time... back to tht spirit.. after i learned tht i got B3 for my chinese Os, i told myself its time to wake up for chinese.. now i have to manage my time well.. i am prepare for the 3 months long challenge to see words and facts everyday... wish everyone good luck for ur Os...


| squall fought for sanity @ 6:53 AM|

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Friday, August 04, 2006

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Long holiday...
Next week we will be having a long holiday.. YEAH!!.. actually it is starting from today becos we only have lesson on monday and friday for these 9 days.. how cool.. these few days i am completely broke... Bought bag and shoe.. Next have to buy team jersey... hai... think i will have to bear the pain of starving for the next few weeks... However, its still worth it.. For my team at least...
today i went to buy my school shoe... den i went queensway to see team jersey... but in the process of going to queensway something happened.. and tht is tht my friends who supposedly agreed to go previously, went back their words as usual.. But this time round i really got fed up.. Only ashiq and irfaan fulfilled their promises by meeting me and gerald to see the team jersey.. the others made me very disappointed... hai.. i guess we are really not a team yet.. becos there is no full coorperation and team spirit i see in the members except ashiq and faan... Luckily we haven buy the jersey.. but i am still considering whether to buy or not...Yes its true tht we have the team spirit and inspiration during matches which allow us our victories of 80% at any court... But thts not enough to be called a team... a team must have tht kind of spirit even when u are not in a match too.. therefore i think every member of the team need to understand tht point before we can really address ourselves as a team... hai.. of course i truly hope to have a team like this during matches... As they are the players whom i can learn from and improve myself.. and also i feel honoured to be guided by our captain to-be, ashiq... The only obstacle tht is blocking us is not strong opponent,,, but ourselves... the others really need to improve on they passion for the team... but at this moment, i am pretty disappointed with some of my friends...
Lets talk about my teachers...
EL- a bit naggy but still fine..
physics- i think its the best of all my teachers becos she understands us...
history- very fun lesson to be in as there are videos to watch and different activities every week
social studies- boring teacher with boring lesson tht i don understand any thing..
Bio- lessons have been rather boring this year compared to last year,,
e-maths- slack and only blame us for our poor results..
a-maths- understanding also but sometime mood swing..
mother tongue- quite hardworking but in the end still failed to make us pay attention to class.. becos of her effort, i never sleep in her class..
chem/ form teacher- hai.. unreasonable, more strict than discipline master and don recognise our other talents except our academic results..

i hope my friends understand the meaning of being part of a team by this week... thanks for reading my blog.. if u wish to tag, leave ur real name there.. don try to hide ur name or use other people's name since u have the guts to tag.. thankx..


| squall fought for sanity @ 9:06 AM|

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